booyah, b!tch.

its another day, another dollar.

i dont really know why but this is definitely the year to get things done. i have high hopes and big plans. i think i have started the year off right, even though i know i am going to be doing some slippin and slidin before i get everything together.

i applied for the u, so hopefully everything works out. im kinda anxious and nervous.
i dont know if i can do well there, i have high expectations and i know my family has them for me too, i dont want to disappoint.

but i gotta go for it.

maybe its the inauguration today, but i have talked to a few people in the past few weeks and they feel the same. its time to make a difference, its time to grow up. as much as i dont want to and am holding on to my youth, i know a new time has come and i have to embrace it. i think it will make me happier in the end though, to have things accomplished. its an interesting feeling though, to know that you have to move forward. i feel alone in some aspects, but i know by doing stuff that i have dreamed of will sort of bring me closer to people. it will make me a better person and make those around me better for supporting me- and i can support them as well in their adventures..

...so its time to kick some a$$.