jealous?

talk nerdy to me

antm.

far far doesnt have to work tonight so we are gonna have some antm + food = good times.


i still got one girl in the running! go aminat!!

i think the only person completely out is Al... and all of us each have one person left. its getting close!!!

this ring is b.a.

littlerooms

so stinkin cute.

I Like:

Fendora
by Steve Madden

btw... i love shopstyle

yeah!

yes!

wheeew!! the stair-stepper at the gym kicked my butt today!!! literally!

haha. it was good though. i need to kick things up a notch if im going to reach my goal this summer. so far i have lost about 15 pounds and i wanna go for another 15-20.

its sooo hard though!! haha. i def feel better when i work out and i know its worth it, but its just so much easier to lay in bed or watch tv. sheesh. it really will be worth it though, i just have to do it.
i think the hardest thing is stupid delicious yummy food. haha. especially on the weekends! hello, ice cream!!

like i said i just gotta do it to it.

speaking of treats...

me and al saw the funniest advertisement yesterday for golds gym:

it said: "are you tired of being the fat funny friend?"

hahahahha!!

so funny and so sad. i love it.

mmmm...

cupcakes are the most perfect treat ever invented.

i think there needs to be an international cupcake day...

saturdays

are usually spent better not working... but here i am.

luckily i am reading cosmo magazine... it has some very interesting stories in it... haha

now if i can just ever get a boy into my bed i will know what to do. haha.

friends.

i luh you.

mo money...

mo problems is bullsh*t.

most of my problems would be solved if i had more money.

i could go to school for as long as i wanted.
i wouldnt have to worry about working 40 hrs every week until my life is over.
i could have a decent car.
i wouldnt have to worry about late payments, past due payments, minimum payments.
i could actually enjoy the simpler things in life like sleeping in on any given day and going for walks or runs outside at any time.


this list could go on forever...

just sayin...

i like it!

fred flare

she touched my child...

my destiny's child!

flat/sandal

i like these shoes because they are a mix between flats and sandal. they seem like they would be pretty comfy in the summer w/ shorts or even capri pants...



they are at lulu's

ooohhh. and i found these ones that are really cute too!

Wicked!

OMG!! it was so much fun!! Me and far far were taking over one side and b-bomb and blake and her mom had the other side, seriously we had the best seats ever...thanks to me and b-bomb (haha standing in line for more than half a day, in the middle of dec)! it was awesome though. my favorite songs from it were popular and defying gravity, i loved it so much!

pretty.

i absolutely love these pictures i found on etsy... they are by isphotography!

they are so pretty and unique... and really simple... i love it.

etsy

thanks darlenie!

...

i have a problem. i dont know how to say things that i am thinking.

haha today is ok... this is kinda rare when it happens... but i have found myself lately just wanting to freak out.
im generally a quiet person, i usually keep my opinions to myself and i dont really express what i feel- even though i want to sometimes. it stresses me out even more when i cant make myself say things or do things. then i get even more frustrated and worked up. its weird because this only happens when im alone... a few times i havent been able to keep the storm inside of me... and when i cant lets just say it ends up raining. i want to be able to say things, at the time that they are happening... because they build up and build up and all im left with is a storage of resentment towards myself and no idea why i am mad at the world.

spelling beeeee rant

honestly, i hate it when people dont know how to spell.

not one or two words that are maybe a little difficult- im talking about simple words... its like common sense!!

and if you are a little unsure about a word then look it up... haha maybe this shows my inner nerd coming through but i always use a dictionary...

its just that bad spelling is unacceptable. i hate it so much and it drives me crazy... it seriously makes want to throw things!!!

(i know some times its fast typing... but its pretty easy to tell when a word is mis-typed compared to a complete mis-spelling) ugh!!

haha ok im done.

rompers.

i want some this summer.

this one is soo cute:


its available at lulu's

another cute one:


available at urban outfitters (also available in just black)

in one of my new magazine it shows how to make a romper in 4 steps! OMG! im def going to have to try it out cuz then i can make some really cute ones that i know will fit. it says to make them with a slip though... that might be a little scaaaandalous so i think most other fabrics will work too.

summer here i come!

shoes...

im on the hunt for some cute black wedges... they dont have to be peeptoe but that would add to the cuteness.

i dont want any w/ straps or ties or extra stuff, just slip ons that would be perfect to take on/off in the summer or any time.

maybe something like this:


hhmm... its on.

happy birthday...

to CC and CP!



im excited for some yummy tsunami tonight and to hang out with the GCFA (haha).

my first mobile post!

make a wish...

why cant anything be easy...

i wish i was better with money and i didnt always owe somebody something. its my money but why does it belong to everyone else.

i wish i could shop every day. ( i dont want a lot of things, i just like looking and getting ideas and inspiration)

i wish it was easier to lose weight. this jelly is stubborn.

i wish i didnt have to work and i could just hang out and go to school. that would make me so happy.

i wish i had places to go to wear lots of fancy dresses and shoes.. and hats.. and bows.. and ruffles.

i wish things were easier.

so cute.

i found a new magazine yesterday at borders and it is the most adorable magazine i have ever seen.
its from london i guess and a subscription might be kinda pricey but every picture is so cute, fun, and whimsical.

its called Lula Magazine.

this is the website

i was sold on the little story they had about girls who wear tortoise shell glasses:

"boys should make passes at girls who wear glasses"

i want to see this soon:

lily allen...

was soo much fun! there was some ridiculous band that played before she did, they were alright but nothing to write home about.
she was so good live though. she sang a good mix of old and newer songs. im so glad i got to see her play. honestly it was actually better than i was expecting, i loved it.










(and she did my favorite song: littlest things!)

i got a gym membership!

so last night me and Al got a gym membership to...

Planet Fitness!!!

i have been hesitant in getting a gym membership because like i have said before i hate the whole gym setting. but this gym seems pretty awesome so i am excited to go.

i cant even believe the deal that we got either:
$1 to sign up
$10 per month
no contract
cancel at any time

this is what i said when they told me the deal: ARE YOU SERIOUS??? haha and they were.

the only drawback is that its located downtown. but oh well. ill be down there everyday for school anyway and its not really that far, i go to west valley to work out now, so nbd.

i am so wearing short shorts this summer!!!

shoes!!!

i couldnt decide between these two pairs... they are both adorable and have such cute detail...

super cute heels:



sandals:

(im not usually a big fan of flip flops but i would rock these, haha)

they are both at bakers website - which is kinda weird cuz i didnt even know they sold BCBGirls shoes there!