Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
$$$
taxes this year are bu!!sh!t.
i have never had to pay and now i have to hand over my life savings, if i even had a life savings! and im not totally sure if its true that i owe money but you pretty much have to have the mental capacity of a 3 year old if you dont know how to use turbo tax. plus who knows if we are even getting a stimulus this year even though ill just have to give it back to the govt cuz apparently it wasnt enough in 08. laaaaaaame.
at least some of my friends are ok. shrimp is getting a little back and i think bf is getting some back so im glad not everyone is screwed.
im so mad, its not fair at all!!
i have never had to pay and now i have to hand over my life savings, if i even had a life savings! and im not totally sure if its true that i owe money but you pretty much have to have the mental capacity of a 3 year old if you dont know how to use turbo tax. plus who knows if we are even getting a stimulus this year even though ill just have to give it back to the govt cuz apparently it wasnt enough in 08. laaaaaaame.
at least some of my friends are ok. shrimp is getting a little back and i think bf is getting some back so im glad not everyone is screwed.
im so mad, its not fair at all!!
Monday, January 26, 2009
why, oh why??!
i just dont know what to do....
on another note...
why is there this sudden surge of bad girls? there are all these tv shows and all this stuff on youtube and random websites about girls being bad. wth? is it cool to act a fool? of course i watch it all because its very entertaining but what are these young ladies thinking? sometimes there is no other options than to resort to violence or to rebel, its true, but for that to be your only option? come on now. lets be realistic and think about consequences at least once. also they all look like ho's! why cant there be any bad girls with style? you can still do all the stuff (and guys) you want but at least look good doing it.
sure, sometimes i think it would be fun to be a bad girl. but its not responsible, its not productive. so it wont ever happen. im a grown up now.
on another note...
why is there this sudden surge of bad girls? there are all these tv shows and all this stuff on youtube and random websites about girls being bad. wth? is it cool to act a fool? of course i watch it all because its very entertaining but what are these young ladies thinking? sometimes there is no other options than to resort to violence or to rebel, its true, but for that to be your only option? come on now. lets be realistic and think about consequences at least once. also they all look like ho's! why cant there be any bad girls with style? you can still do all the stuff (and guys) you want but at least look good doing it.
sure, sometimes i think it would be fun to be a bad girl. but its not responsible, its not productive. so it wont ever happen. im a grown up now.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
ive got my eye one you.
im getting some new glasses like these...
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shrimp is getting some new glasses too. they remind me of the 1950's. i think they are gonna look really cute.
p.s. i <3 shopping.
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shrimp is getting some new glasses too. they remind me of the 1950's. i think they are gonna look really cute.
p.s. i <3 shopping.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
not cool
what is the deal with the spandex shiny black lycra- looking pants??!!!
i dont see why anybody in their right mind wears these! they are not pants, they are tights. just because you dont have a portion of fabric covering your foot does not mean you are wearing pants. pants cover up they legs, these things leave nothing to the imagination.
plus they are not flattering on ANY body type. i dont care if you weigh 80 lbs or 180 lbs, they are not a good look.
i know i have made some questionable fashion choices in the past, who hasnt?! and im not always up on the latest fashion trend... but this choice of fashion is unforgivable, literally.
maybe im just up in the night and dont know what im talking about. but im telling ya, these wanna be pants need to be burned and never ever ever worn again.
seriously.
i dont see why anybody in their right mind wears these! they are not pants, they are tights. just because you dont have a portion of fabric covering your foot does not mean you are wearing pants. pants cover up they legs, these things leave nothing to the imagination.
plus they are not flattering on ANY body type. i dont care if you weigh 80 lbs or 180 lbs, they are not a good look.
i know i have made some questionable fashion choices in the past, who hasnt?! and im not always up on the latest fashion trend... but this choice of fashion is unforgivable, literally.
maybe im just up in the night and dont know what im talking about. but im telling ya, these wanna be pants need to be burned and never ever ever worn again.
seriously.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
booyah, b!tch.
its another day, another dollar.
i dont really know why but this is definitely the year to get things done. i have high hopes and big plans. i think i have started the year off right, even though i know i am going to be doing some slippin and slidin before i get everything together.
i applied for the u, so hopefully everything works out. im kinda anxious and nervous.
i dont know if i can do well there, i have high expectations and i know my family has them for me too, i dont want to disappoint.
but i gotta go for it.
maybe its the inauguration today, but i have talked to a few people in the past few weeks and they feel the same. its time to make a difference, its time to grow up. as much as i dont want to and am holding on to my youth, i know a new time has come and i have to embrace it. i think it will make me happier in the end though, to have things accomplished. its an interesting feeling though, to know that you have to move forward. i feel alone in some aspects, but i know by doing stuff that i have dreamed of will sort of bring me closer to people. it will make me a better person and make those around me better for supporting me- and i can support them as well in their adventures..
...so its time to kick some a$$.
i dont really know why but this is definitely the year to get things done. i have high hopes and big plans. i think i have started the year off right, even though i know i am going to be doing some slippin and slidin before i get everything together.
i applied for the u, so hopefully everything works out. im kinda anxious and nervous.
i dont know if i can do well there, i have high expectations and i know my family has them for me too, i dont want to disappoint.
but i gotta go for it.
maybe its the inauguration today, but i have talked to a few people in the past few weeks and they feel the same. its time to make a difference, its time to grow up. as much as i dont want to and am holding on to my youth, i know a new time has come and i have to embrace it. i think it will make me happier in the end though, to have things accomplished. its an interesting feeling though, to know that you have to move forward. i feel alone in some aspects, but i know by doing stuff that i have dreamed of will sort of bring me closer to people. it will make me a better person and make those around me better for supporting me- and i can support them as well in their adventures..
...so its time to kick some a$$.
Monday, January 12, 2009
wahoo!
im getting tattooed on thursday!!!!!!!
i think im gonna make some appts for my ribs (yikes!)
and back of my legs/ ankle area.
holla!
i think im gonna make some appts for my ribs (yikes!)
and back of my legs/ ankle area.
holla!
scary movies!
i love em.
mirrors (which i have to go buy tomorrow) was the most recent one i have seen that actually scared me, yes i screamed. i think some of the new ones coming out look kinda cheesy but they look good.
i dont ever buy them though cuz i cant watch them by myself, i get too creeped out. but i do have a few that are classics. (like house of wax, hahahah)
i dont really like the gorey ones or the ones that are really gross- those ones you just have to say "really, was that necessary?!! thats disgusting!!" i think i like the ones that POP out at ya. those are the best. Or ones that arent the usual, like the orphanage.. soo good.
spring time is a good time for scary movies... haha for some awesome reason.
mirrors (which i have to go buy tomorrow) was the most recent one i have seen that actually scared me, yes i screamed. i think some of the new ones coming out look kinda cheesy but they look good.
i dont ever buy them though cuz i cant watch them by myself, i get too creeped out. but i do have a few that are classics. (like house of wax, hahahah)
i dont really like the gorey ones or the ones that are really gross- those ones you just have to say "really, was that necessary?!! thats disgusting!!" i think i like the ones that POP out at ya. those are the best. Or ones that arent the usual, like the orphanage.. soo good.
spring time is a good time for scary movies... haha for some awesome reason.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
party time!
We are throwing b.f. and alejandra a birthday party saturday!!!
yeeehaw!
its going to be cute/pinup/rhinestone cowgirl theme.
yeeehaw!
its going to be cute/pinup/rhinestone cowgirl theme.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
<3
Its been quite awhile that I have been single now... going on a little over 3 years. I dont understand why. I think that Im a pretty smart girl when it comes to relationships, dating, meeting people... but apparently that isnt the case or else I would have a better history. Is it something that Im just completely out of the loop on? Did I miss the memo somewhere?
I have ideas on what I think boys like but it doesnt seem to match. Ok so they want smart girls, pretty- of course, not a mooch, probably a rockin body, funny, and probably generally overall nice... hello! i have most of those qualities! maybe not the rockin body quite yet but at least i got some b.a. curves. I dont know if this is even an excuse but its hard when you dont have a lot of single friends. My friends are superb and probably the best a gal could ask for but its understandable if they arent trying to meet single guys because they dont need one. Whats a gal to do then? Maybe it will be different once I start school. Its just hard I guess because I dont know what to do. People ask me... why arent you dating any one? Well if I had an answer I probably would be dating, and getting tons of aaaaction. Plus where do singles go??? Haha. I dont drink, so bars are out. Im not a Ho, so clubs are out. I dont like coffee, so coffee shops are out. Im not really religous, so church is out. I just dont know. I guess it could be my attitude too, Im pretty open to meeting new people, but I know what I like and If I dont find it, I dont really want to mess around, but the weird thing is I thought most people know what they want?! Is this not true? Am I just supposed to go around w/ a blank slate and just hang out w/ every dude available. Hhhmm... I dunno. I am kinda shy when it comes to boys, but not once you get to know me. So thats probably my handicap, but I can flirt every once and awhile, but even then I dont seem to catch anything good. I dont think I understand the line of being too forward and being coy. Which one is more sexy, fun, or appropriate? There seems to be a lot of expectations to live up to for girls, its just finding the right combination. I dont think Ill be single forever, I just dont want to wait til forever to find out if im right or not.
I have ideas on what I think boys like but it doesnt seem to match. Ok so they want smart girls, pretty- of course, not a mooch, probably a rockin body, funny, and probably generally overall nice... hello! i have most of those qualities! maybe not the rockin body quite yet but at least i got some b.a. curves. I dont know if this is even an excuse but its hard when you dont have a lot of single friends. My friends are superb and probably the best a gal could ask for but its understandable if they arent trying to meet single guys because they dont need one. Whats a gal to do then? Maybe it will be different once I start school. Its just hard I guess because I dont know what to do. People ask me... why arent you dating any one? Well if I had an answer I probably would be dating, and getting tons of aaaaction. Plus where do singles go??? Haha. I dont drink, so bars are out. Im not a Ho, so clubs are out. I dont like coffee, so coffee shops are out. Im not really religous, so church is out. I just dont know. I guess it could be my attitude too, Im pretty open to meeting new people, but I know what I like and If I dont find it, I dont really want to mess around, but the weird thing is I thought most people know what they want?! Is this not true? Am I just supposed to go around w/ a blank slate and just hang out w/ every dude available. Hhhmm... I dunno. I am kinda shy when it comes to boys, but not once you get to know me. So thats probably my handicap, but I can flirt every once and awhile, but even then I dont seem to catch anything good. I dont think I understand the line of being too forward and being coy. Which one is more sexy, fun, or appropriate? There seems to be a lot of expectations to live up to for girls, its just finding the right combination. I dont think Ill be single forever, I just dont want to wait til forever to find out if im right or not.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
blech.
ya know. maybe its just one of those days.
sometimes it seems like people just dont listen. i say something and they are like "uh.. yeah sure" i just want to shake them and say did you hear anything i just said.
or i will get the "what did you ask me?" hours later. hhmm... kinda frustrating.
maybe i just need to talk louder or make myself heard. its something i need to be working on so we will see what happens.
like they say: its hard out here for a pimp.
sometimes it seems like people just dont listen. i say something and they are like "uh.. yeah sure" i just want to shake them and say did you hear anything i just said.
or i will get the "what did you ask me?" hours later. hhmm... kinda frustrating.
maybe i just need to talk louder or make myself heard. its something i need to be working on so we will see what happens.
like they say: its hard out here for a pimp.
Monday, January 5, 2009
and another thing...
im gonna cut my hair to A BOB... in about a week or so.
good bye long hair... hello hotness.
like i said this year is going to be b.a. and in order for it to be that way i gotta look hottt.
good bye long hair... hello hotness.
like i said this year is going to be b.a. and in order for it to be that way i gotta look hottt.
New Year! Hoooooray!!
a new year is upon us. 2009, OMG shut your mouth and say it aint so... i cant believe its already 2009. daaamn im getting old. but this year should be good. im gonna do lots of stuff and probably grow up a lot since im almost the dreaded 30. but supposedly the 30's are the best time of your life but i wonder if thats just something people say to make the young jealous. anywho this is what im doing this year... no excuses!!
1) go back to school
2) get tattooed- a lot, ooooouch!!
3) get my bills, bills, bills paid off
4) get a freakin laptop (it has to be freakin)
5) go on vacay.
this year is gonna be b.a.
1) go back to school
2) get tattooed- a lot, ooooouch!!
3) get my bills, bills, bills paid off
4) get a freakin laptop (it has to be freakin)
5) go on vacay.
this year is gonna be b.a.
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